Sunao Fujimori section six

Nerves
Fading love
By 'Lullaby of the Moon'

Reaching out my hand.
I will hope that you will grab it.
I am blind to your love.
I want to see it.

The room I'm standing in
it feels so empty.
the one thing I cannot comphrehend
is how I could be so lonely.

Are you happy now?
Our love is fading.
Or are you so lonely that it will drive
you crazy?
Our love is fading so lets make sure it fades no more.

You are vanishing before my eyes.
I will turn to the skys.
And I will see if you are there
so I can tell you I care.

Spreading my wings I decide to fly,
up towards the sky.
This time I won't feel empty,
and I'll no longer be lonely.

Are you happy now?
Our love is fading.
Or are you so lonely that it will drive
you crazy?
Our love is fading so lets make sure it fades no more.

Are you happy now?
Our love is fading.
Or are you so lonely that it will drive
you crazy?
Our love is fading so lets make sure it fades no more.

I will fly with you so you won't fall.
But I won't feel anything at all!
But if we are together
maybe this can last forever.
Will you fly with me?
I will just wait and see.
Will our love be eternal?
Do you have to ask me that?
If you tell me I'll know that it's true.
I promise to forever be with you.

Are you hapy now?
Our love is not fading.
You will no longer be so lonely
that it will drive you crazy.
Our love isn't fading so lets make sure it never fades again.

After receiving a couple more threats I was beginning to feel nervous. I think Sora saw how edgy I was. "Sunao? What's wrong?" "I don't know I'm just nervous about things I reckon I mean we are touring and before concerts I always get nervous." "Hmm if you say so." I was more nervous about getting more threats. They were getting worse each time and I felt uneasy. I was happy that Sora cared. I was finding that I needed more hugs recently. I needed to be reassured in his safe arms. Matsuri wasn't really noticing anything. He was in a cloud of happiness with Soushi-san.

After receiving a pretty hostile letter telling me that I deserve the worst punishment yet. I really just needed a hug from the one I secretly loved. "Sora?" "Hmmm?" "Hug me please?" Sora pulled me into his arms. After a few minutes we pulled away. "Feeling better?" He asked. "Yes I am thank you Sora." Sora smiled at me. "It's okay. I knew that there would nothing to worry about. But soon I would find out that something even worse was around the corner. I could have my time with Sora while it lasted but the happiness wouldn't last.

It happened when someone claiming to be an old classmate asked to meet up with me in a local cafe. I warily went there and stupidly on my own but I had my phone on me. A waiter asked for my order while I waited for this so called classmate. I ordered tea and a cheesecake. They arrived quickly. But when I drank the tea I started feeling weird. Everything faded to black...