New Sukisyo fic. Written in Ran's pov. Sunao's pov later on...


Everytime I look at your pained face, I wonder why? Why did he do this to you?
You trusted him as I trusted Yoru. You look broken. You look so small and I wish
there was something I could do. To stop your pain. To stop you screaming for
him in your sleep. To stop you waking up and remebering he is not there.

You loved him. You dearly loved him. Your still a kid who doesn't even realise that you did and still do love him. Did he ever love you? Did Yoru ever love me? I'm so lonley with your horrible thoughts you harbour. I know you more than he ever did. You are me. I am you. I feel what you feel and yet I can't help you. I can't help myself.

As much as I hate to admit it. I care about you. I do try to help you but
I suffer too. I help you endure but you still burden the pain. You don't
realise that I blame myself everytime I see the lifeless look in your eyes.
I feel when you can't go on. But I don't want to give up. After all if you die,
I'll have nothing else to live for. I'll be a shadow, a spirit in a place where there is
no return.

If I didn't have Yoru I wouldn't be here. That's why I have to be here for you. I'll
be your brother, your friend, but I won't hate Yoru. I will hate Sora, after all it is
his fault this happened to you. And I also will not let you give up. Never give up.
That's all I ask for Sunao. If we are sharing the same body then please never
let Aizawa win. That's why I'm telling you this. That's why I'm glad you're listening...


After Ran's thoughts flew through my head I was silent. I never knew Ran felt
that way about Yoru. I never knew I felt that way about Kuu-Chan. That's when
I realised I was never alone. I had Ran here. I wouldn't give up. I smiled.
"Arigatou Ran..." Ran stirred and smiled at me. "Anytime Nao..."

Owari