Oh hey I'm still alive in case you were wondering. I just never had anything to update. Although I'm now into the Shingeki no Kyojin fandom now and I'm more active on Tumblr and fanfiction.net than on here sorry about that if you were hoping for more work on here deviations can't be submitted on the technology I use for some reason.
But anyways that's a little life update for you guys. There will be a rant ahead. I am getting sick of bloody fandom wars not even Shingeki no Kyojin is free from it but I have raged about that enough. I read a journal on here by a good friend of mine and what she was raging about struck a real cord with me because this shit happens to me too. Just because somebody does not write for a fandom anymore does not mean that they hate it they just don't feel like writing or drawing for it. This has happened with me for Naruto and Sukisho specifically I grew out of Naruto and got so fed up of being asked to write for a series I just wasn't feeling anymore and made me cringe to look at my old writing for it I deleted my fics to clean that slate and start anew and to my disappointment nobody gave a damn! I was producing work I was so proud of I had grown up. I was writing more adult things and was straying into the mature content but nobody even looked at it. I regretted the fact that I even wrote fanfiction at all. I got into Sukisho and I did at least get recognition for them but I found at a time I couldn't write it not because I had no ideas but people started assuming I hate it now and I know I haven't written anything Yami no Matsuei related for a while I just had problems and couldn't get on here and lost the direction of the fics I do not hate them I just started writing fanfiction again I'm slowly getting there I promise. Okay rant over.